Something is not right ...

These few days, I felt something is not right.

A sudden feel of moodiness, anger, frustration... all the negative "qis" suddenly came to me like tidal waves which I tried to fight.

A sudden feel of suffocation, which it can't be a delight.

I wanted to run, but where can I hide.

I wanted to speak, but there's no listener nearby.

Am I lost? Am I afraid? It's all the answers I can't find.

So help me, if you may, come to me with utmost confined.